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You know i had a topic for this blog about a day ago but i have forgotten it. but i would just like to say how the world is sooooo diverse. like some things like the sky on a cloudless day above the sea with boats skimming through the water as you lye on the beach getting a tan its soooooo beautiful and you can feel sooooo happy like its amazing the things that can just make you feel soooo happy, the things that make your heart just feel like its welling up in your chest like its about to explode. i would like you for a second now and think about what made you feel like that...... if you like you could comment me and tell me but just for about a minute think of what last made you feel like that.


for me the last time i felt like that was when one of the guys who ushely doesn't talk to me said hi back when i said hi (and no not in a romantic way at all) just it was so nice i have no idea why, but it was just such a small thing but it made me soooo happy.
But then you can and im sorry for even saying this after such a nice thing but you can have such bad moments or days that you feel soooooooooooooooooo horrible and just like you don't want to see any one or do anything but cure up into a little ball and cry or just think. now think of that in contrast to our beautiful day at the beach and its like how could two things sooooo different live in the same world the same person even.

Like Think of this:


In comparison to this:


There so different and its just so strange to think about.
and then theres things like war and love there just so odd. things like singing, and sound of sirens, all these things and yet we still live. how can we take it its so remarkable.