Up date

Hello, sorry i haven't been on in a while, but I thought i would come on and tell you how I'm going lol.

so As you may or not know I have started going to Mt Hobson Middle school. And the people well some of them are cool as like, Bill, And, The Pot men and flower. and the works fine in the morning but some of the afternoon things are a bit boring and stuff. and i don't know why it may not have anything to do with the school seeing though its a Friday night but for some unknown reason i fell really bad. like my heart has a big pice of lead on it and theres like a sand bag on my head (not in a sick way) but i don't know.

my friend has this thing and like he thinks i like him but i don't not in the way he thinks but for me sometimes i feel if i tell the guy i only like him as a friend he might go away but with this guy its the opposite but i did it so that he thought i did and now hes gone, and i miss him cos i really did like him as a firend but a really good friend but i did it rong and now we dont talk and (couIgh coucrygh) i am sad. i wish i hadn't do what i did. and i wish he would talk to me like we us to. That may be helping me fell bad.