The year.

I was look at some pictures of 2008, like near the beginning. And in one of them I'm wearing this white jumper. And I lots the jumper in the 2nd term of the year. But I was thinking of how much I have changed, and I LOVED that jumper sooooo much it was like my favorite piece of clothing and now I haven't thought about it much at all. I mean I know its just a piece of clothing but like thats with other things to. Like this time last year I would be thinking about my friends party and thinking about what I should wear because I think I still had a thing for him, and now I don't really think of him that much (which is sad cos he used to be a good friend and I barely see him now) but really, and now my schools shut down and this time last year I was like counting how many days I still have left of holidays. now I'm sad I didn't like want to go to school, that I didn't spend time with people and that I haven't kept in contact with people. I love all the people so much that it's so sad for me to leave, and now I have to find a new school. And make new friends, I think I might go to Senior College next year so if I went to a new school it would only be for a year. I might be home schooling now. So thats not to bad, but I might have to do all these after school things which I'm not to keen on but maybe it will be good. I have changed a lot since the beginning of last year. Grown as a person and in my hight. I hope I've board you enough by now that you would have stop reading so that I don't get to imbarest. Theres this guy right, (and no its not like and I really like him) and hes very interesting. he has like this big secret that could be life threatening. And he says hes heartless and he doesn't fell anything, but then he kisses someone and says he did it for there enjoyment, but I cant get that. I mean I understand why he might not want to do it at all but, and then he says stuff and I don't know it just confuses me. I don't know what to do. but yet I'm still his friend. it has been a funny year, maybe later I will right more about it.