Some old stuff of mine

I want your number babe. you make me whole. Even though I just meet you. You make me fell like no one ells has or will. You make me fell like there is no one ells in the world except me and you and that's how I want it to be forever. I know one day I'm going to die but it will be ok if I'm with you. I will always love you, I will NEVER cheat on you my boi. I couldn't express how much I do. I always want you next to me if you die I want to go with you just because I wouldn't be able to live without you. I just guess I'm trying to say...


I LOVE YOU
I smile when I think of you,
I frown when my thoughts don't start.
I laugh when were together,
I long when were apart.
I need you for all future,
I wanted you for all past.
I love you when were with each other
I die when we break up,
I want you, I need you
so don't break my hart.


♥Hugs make the world go around♥
♥They also make me happy☺
♥Especially from you.,
♥To me you are the world,
♥With how good u are at Hugging
♥Also your body being so comfy to lie on
♥And how ever one loves you and wants to be your friend.
♥And most of all.,.,, Being so sweet,kind and nice to ever one.
♥I just want to be with you forever.
♥And even though i never got to do the things i wanted with you I still want to say this:
♥I'm Sorry for ever thing i did to you.
♥And i want you SO BAD And i just want to tell you before you go,.,
♥I LOVE YOU,. and always will.
For the people i care for greatly. xoxoxx

9th Febuary +

SOOOO sorry, lol. this is hard as.

but today i will try giving a good one.

I have found out how remarkable girls can be, in the way of how bitchy they are. Ok i was in the bathroom getting changed, and this girl goes out and like the minute she is out of ear shot the other girls in the bathroom started say things like hay do you like her? she acts a bit (a long the lines of) like she better then us and all this stuff and i was just visiting for the day but from what i had seen she was really nice and some of the other girls weren't the nicest. so i have said i will try and be less bitchy.

anyway something nicely remarkable as i said i went on a trip with a school that i might go to and most of the people were really nice and well coming and looked after me and it was really nice to see how people do that and just be nice it was really.... nice.

5th Feb

I Have read a few of these remarkable year blogs, and some of them are really rather remarkable. and i think I know I'm a bit late but I think I might like to try doing it.

So I went to look at a new school today, and every one was really nice and friendly and it seemed great, but i don't know ah. the school was nice and my biggest problem was the uniform. and at the school you could do NCEA by your self and it was cool there was one other girl doing it and you got to work by your self and it was cool as, i really don't know what to say but it was cool.


But what ever i do i have this feeling in my stomach like sinking i don't know. like its wrong and i always have it.

so worst blog but i will try have one for you tomorrow thats better.

One life.

I have been thinking, as you do, and when i was watching love actually and (no i didn't realize love was all around, or there is more to life then money or something like that) i realize that (in the scene when the ex-rock star see thats the person he loves is the fat guy) you only get one life and even if you don't you never remember your next life. What you do with that life like the rock star was alone except for the fat guy and its like shit, he could have had a completely different life. like he could have become a father and had a family and started doing like some other job and just done everything completely differently and then i think of some of the people i know, most of them really smart doing school ahead and going to uni and stuff and i think what if they had done school normal or i didn't know them or anything. and then like people who go away or people who are like bums or people who have lots someone and can never love again and its like but your life could be so different if you just did one thing wrong and i think of what would they be doing or be if i had never met them what would that change in them. or if i had never met them what would happen to me. I have said that i am going to change and i am, I'm going to work harder and try and be better in life. and i just hope that when I'm older i can bring up my child so that they can live life to the full.

Teachers

I have had a revaluation, teachers are truly great. They are like when your in a tribe and there is a tribe alder and he passes knowledge through the generations, and these days there are so many more people in the world we have to have a lot more teachers and because there is so much that we know. But people don't appreciate it they think its something that they have to do. But when you were in a tribe it would be a privilege to learn from them. the information that is taught its a gift. But people don't see that they just see this older person telling them something that may not be to interesting and it just pisses me off. I'm going to try and listen more and learn more. Save what you learn. you will need it.