hope you enjoy.

You know i had a topic for this blog about a day ago but i have forgotten it. but i would just like to say how the world is sooooo diverse. like some things like the sky on a cloudless day above the sea with boats skimming through the water as you lye on the beach getting a tan its soooooo beautiful and you can feel sooooo happy like its amazing the things that can just make you feel soooo happy, the things that make your heart just feel like its welling up in your chest like its about to explode. i would like you for a second now and think about what made you feel like that...... if you like you could comment me and tell me but just for about a minute think of what last made you feel like that.


for me the last time i felt like that was when one of the guys who ushely doesn't talk to me said hi back when i said hi (and no not in a romantic way at all) just it was so nice i have no idea why, but it was just such a small thing but it made me soooo happy.
But then you can and im sorry for even saying this after such a nice thing but you can have such bad moments or days that you feel soooooooooooooooooo horrible and just like you don't want to see any one or do anything but cure up into a little ball and cry or just think. now think of that in contrast to our beautiful day at the beach and its like how could two things sooooo different live in the same world the same person even.

Like Think of this:


In comparison to this:


There so different and its just so strange to think about.
and then theres things like war and love there just so odd. things like singing, and sound of sirens, all these things and yet we still live. how can we take it its so remarkable.

History

This is a remarkable blog post.

I have been doing history and at the moment im doing the rise of Hitler and the second world war, and I'm just thinking as i read my book, What in gods name are they fighting for? they all have land and food and oil, and if they don't have enough they should talk to a country that has a bit more then them and try work something out, i mean if i can work that out don't you think the rulers of some of the biggest counters in the world could? but no they cant they have to go invade another country.
It also makes me sad and upset that they could do that, its just so sad and silly, they killed something like 600,000 people in Italy or something and that was only part of it that wasn't even part of the bit picture.
Like when some one goes to war, to the government or the Sargent or the person in charge there just another person who will probably lose there life but for there family and friend its huge, like so many people will be sad and crying when there sons and husbands and dads go off to war but they wont know how bad it hurts until mabey after the war, they get that call saying "oh very sorry but your husband/dad/son/brother has died and all we ached was to lose or gain a little land or oil. that we could have got it was talked to the other people, but he died for a good cause. sorry." its like what is the point????

Up date

Hello, sorry i haven't been on in a while, but I thought i would come on and tell you how I'm going lol.

so As you may or not know I have started going to Mt Hobson Middle school. And the people well some of them are cool as like, Bill, And, The Pot men and flower. and the works fine in the morning but some of the afternoon things are a bit boring and stuff. and i don't know why it may not have anything to do with the school seeing though its a Friday night but for some unknown reason i fell really bad. like my heart has a big pice of lead on it and theres like a sand bag on my head (not in a sick way) but i don't know.

my friend has this thing and like he thinks i like him but i don't not in the way he thinks but for me sometimes i feel if i tell the guy i only like him as a friend he might go away but with this guy its the opposite but i did it so that he thought i did and now hes gone, and i miss him cos i really did like him as a firend but a really good friend but i did it rong and now we dont talk and (couIgh coucrygh) i am sad. i wish i hadn't do what i did. and i wish he would talk to me like we us to. That may be helping me fell bad.

Some old stuff of mine

I want your number babe. you make me whole. Even though I just meet you. You make me fell like no one ells has or will. You make me fell like there is no one ells in the world except me and you and that's how I want it to be forever. I know one day I'm going to die but it will be ok if I'm with you. I will always love you, I will NEVER cheat on you my boi. I couldn't express how much I do. I always want you next to me if you die I want to go with you just because I wouldn't be able to live without you. I just guess I'm trying to say...


I LOVE YOU
I smile when I think of you,
I frown when my thoughts don't start.
I laugh when were together,
I long when were apart.
I need you for all future,
I wanted you for all past.
I love you when were with each other
I die when we break up,
I want you, I need you
so don't break my hart.


♥Hugs make the world go around♥
♥They also make me happy☺
♥Especially from you.,
♥To me you are the world,
♥With how good u are at Hugging
♥Also your body being so comfy to lie on
♥And how ever one loves you and wants to be your friend.
♥And most of all.,.,, Being so sweet,kind and nice to ever one.
♥I just want to be with you forever.
♥And even though i never got to do the things i wanted with you I still want to say this:
♥I'm Sorry for ever thing i did to you.
♥And i want you SO BAD And i just want to tell you before you go,.,
♥I LOVE YOU,. and always will.
For the people i care for greatly. xoxoxx

9th Febuary +

SOOOO sorry, lol. this is hard as.

but today i will try giving a good one.

I have found out how remarkable girls can be, in the way of how bitchy they are. Ok i was in the bathroom getting changed, and this girl goes out and like the minute she is out of ear shot the other girls in the bathroom started say things like hay do you like her? she acts a bit (a long the lines of) like she better then us and all this stuff and i was just visiting for the day but from what i had seen she was really nice and some of the other girls weren't the nicest. so i have said i will try and be less bitchy.

anyway something nicely remarkable as i said i went on a trip with a school that i might go to and most of the people were really nice and well coming and looked after me and it was really nice to see how people do that and just be nice it was really.... nice.